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An Open Letter to My Liver

Dear Liver…

It’s 5am, and for the last time this week, I’ll watch the sun rise between the blinds. Pale blue, that moment you notice it’s going to be day time soon, when you have to decide between burying your consciousness under a layer of pillows and Tylenol, or sticking it out. This is the golden hour for insomniacs - just as unheard of to fall asleep as it is to stay awake, and with the first sound of birds, that pot of tea sounds just as appealing as a beer did the hour before. But I could just as easily crack another beer. 

I wouldn’t say I’m drunk. Though, considering my track record as of late, that would certainly be the expectation. And, let’s be serious - just because I wouldn’t say it, doesn’t make it any less of a truth. I know you know, because you’re the one who’ll feel it in the morning, lagging, trying to wake up and process everything that’s happened since 5am the day before. At this point, it’s almost an expectation - an invitation, even, to prove (or disprove) your idea of me. I think at the very least I’m making an interesting impression. 

You can tell that I don’t know where I’m going. I need to be honest with you now, liver, and tell you that it’s likely we’ll never know. I’m sticking it out though, and I just want to let you know that it would mean a lot to me if you wanted to stick it out along with me. 

-lv 

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Fictional Watermelon

To sunscreen,

To salt water,

To the first six-pack, the second,

And the flask of coconut rum. 

Marked by white lines,

White lies,

July. 

We spit truths. 

Burned by the same sun,

Watermelon seeds off the pier.

I wondered if you took them all there -

Land meeting water meeting sky.

Meeting truth.

A gateway drug,

Another round? 

You said forget - 

I forgot. 

You took a picture - 

Proof. 

Self,

Swimming back up to the surface,

Staring up from the water,

Another round. 

Another… 

Crickets,

Silence,

On your roof top,

Wrapped in unfamiliar flannel.

Kings for a day,

The juice running down our necks. 

-lv 

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In a fit of passion last night, I renounced my intended Hallowe’en costumes. None of them were turning out the way I thought they would, so I had to come up with a few more ideas. (But hey, there’s always my go-to Harry Potter costume).
Luckily, I have a constant stash of costume ideas in my mind/closet. I’m not kidding. So, tonight I’ve spent the better part of an hour practicing the all-important make-up look that will make my Twiggy costume complete. I’m really stoked, and I’m sure there will be plenty of photos of the evening to come.
In case you, too are seeking to emulate the Mod esthetic, here’s the make-up tutorial I used to get the effects. It works like a charm. Pictures to follow :)
-lv
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I’m headed home for a few hours today, presumably in the interest of finding the battery charger for my camera. As such, I did my best with my iPhone camera for this shot, as you can tell (by the iPhone in the photo…). Just thought you’d like to see my DIY booties in action.
ttyl,
-lv
(shirt by GUESS?, skirt by AmericanApparel, jacket by Danier, DIY booties seen here)
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Happy GPOYW. 
This is what I look like after I’ve written 3 essays in a row, stopping only briefly for perogie-shaped sustenance. It’s been a day.
-lv 
(Top by GUESS? by Marciano, sweater by Neal Sperling)
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My very first GPOYW. Free of charge.
That’s what gratuitous means, after all.
-lv
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